Post by Trenton Vinh on Feb 6, 2010 1:06:50 GMT -5
Jonathan Rohaeus stood on the viewing deck of his Yacht. The wall-sized viewing port was filled with the sight of a dying star.
Tolanar VI would soon supernova, wiping out the pair of gas giants orbiting it. Over the course of a billion years, the gasses would condense into a new planet, or star.
The constant exchange of energy, the only form of immortality Jon believed in.
In his hand he held a remote device. When his finger tapped the button, a dull thump came from the underbelly of his ship.
A small pod, containing the ashes of his fiancee, his old wingman Tom, his mother and his father, launched forward, beginning its short journey into the depths of the star.
An ancient Corellian ceremony; a private funeral. The only funeral Jon could really allow himself to have for them. The only way he could let them go forever.
"Now all my friends are gone." He said quietly, as the tiny pod disappeared into the star, as it thrashed about in its death dance.
Aeolan was wandering the stars, somewhere. Jon had not heard from him in a long while.
His military career, now over. He had left on good terms, and his time in CorSec was a thing of the past.
He was too young to retire. A Corellian to the bone, Jon knew he would find some way to keep himself busy. He would rest when he was dead.
The engines thrummed, and the ship began to move backwards.
Jon remained where he was as the autopilot took over, his eyes did not leave the star before him.
"I guess its a bit of a late goodbye, you've all been dead for a few years now. Over a decade..."
He paused, for a moment he could not think of what to say. He had to lay them to rest. He had dwelt upon his past for too long.
Today he would start living again, because none of those that died would have wanted him to dwell.
"You will live forever among the stars, my friends. Forever drifting through the cosmos. Death is the only way to live forever. Immortality lies in death. Goodbye, my friends."
The star now quite a distance away, Jon watched in a detached silence as the star soundlessly erupted into a supernova. The windows polarized to keep him from going blind, but he did not blink.
The star shrank back in upon itself, dragging the gas giants with it, pulling them into the black hole the dying sun had formed.
Then the gasses spat back out, slowing to a drifting halt in the vacuum.
Jon stared into the now dark patch of space, lips tight.
He swallowed, and nodded.
He returned to the pilot's chair on the bridge, dropping into it without care. He turned his ship around, and accelerated into the blackness of space. His mind blanker than usual.
Odd. he contemplated, I spent so much of my life dwelling on the past, I forgot to find an actual purpose. I had become so obsessed with my own previous life, that I forgot how to live.
His ship entered hyperspace, as a billion stars stretched into blue lines before his eyes.
I need to enjoy the time I have left, however short that time may be...
Tolanar VI would soon supernova, wiping out the pair of gas giants orbiting it. Over the course of a billion years, the gasses would condense into a new planet, or star.
The constant exchange of energy, the only form of immortality Jon believed in.
In his hand he held a remote device. When his finger tapped the button, a dull thump came from the underbelly of his ship.
A small pod, containing the ashes of his fiancee, his old wingman Tom, his mother and his father, launched forward, beginning its short journey into the depths of the star.
An ancient Corellian ceremony; a private funeral. The only funeral Jon could really allow himself to have for them. The only way he could let them go forever.
"Now all my friends are gone." He said quietly, as the tiny pod disappeared into the star, as it thrashed about in its death dance.
Aeolan was wandering the stars, somewhere. Jon had not heard from him in a long while.
His military career, now over. He had left on good terms, and his time in CorSec was a thing of the past.
He was too young to retire. A Corellian to the bone, Jon knew he would find some way to keep himself busy. He would rest when he was dead.
The engines thrummed, and the ship began to move backwards.
Jon remained where he was as the autopilot took over, his eyes did not leave the star before him.
"I guess its a bit of a late goodbye, you've all been dead for a few years now. Over a decade..."
He paused, for a moment he could not think of what to say. He had to lay them to rest. He had dwelt upon his past for too long.
Today he would start living again, because none of those that died would have wanted him to dwell.
"You will live forever among the stars, my friends. Forever drifting through the cosmos. Death is the only way to live forever. Immortality lies in death. Goodbye, my friends."
The star now quite a distance away, Jon watched in a detached silence as the star soundlessly erupted into a supernova. The windows polarized to keep him from going blind, but he did not blink.
The star shrank back in upon itself, dragging the gas giants with it, pulling them into the black hole the dying sun had formed.
Then the gasses spat back out, slowing to a drifting halt in the vacuum.
Jon stared into the now dark patch of space, lips tight.
He swallowed, and nodded.
He returned to the pilot's chair on the bridge, dropping into it without care. He turned his ship around, and accelerated into the blackness of space. His mind blanker than usual.
Odd. he contemplated, I spent so much of my life dwelling on the past, I forgot to find an actual purpose. I had become so obsessed with my own previous life, that I forgot how to live.
His ship entered hyperspace, as a billion stars stretched into blue lines before his eyes.
I need to enjoy the time I have left, however short that time may be...