Post by Trenton Vinh on Aug 31, 2011 5:01:12 GMT -5
He hadn't been killed by explosive decompression, the ship had depressurized before its hull was penetrated by the Iskalloni frigate's Gores.
Moments before being dragged into space by the Iskalloni gore, Trenton had cocooned himself in The Force as much as possible, hoping to hold a bubble of oxygen around himself. His efforts didn't entirely succeed, and Trenton realized that he needed to shut down his body in order to survive the cold of space. He had studied the rituals of deep meditations, wherein one can separate their minds from their bodies, but had not attempted it in years. He had studied it during the second year of his Exile, with monks on a forgotten world in the deep core.
He closed his eyes, shutting out the explosions and destruction all around him, his mask fogging up in the cold. He began to count.
One
He was wearing his thick black robes, and they would only protect his body for a very short time. He was using The Force to hold some oxygen around his body, but it wouldn't help insulate him from the cold of space.
In the absolute cold, he would die. Unless he shut his body down as much as possible, and hoped that his body wouldn't atrophy before he was rescued.
Two
If he was rescued.
He tapped his transponder on his comlink then curled into a ball, his black robes pulled around him. He was drifting away from the battle, debris on his trajectory drifting alongside him. Companions as he spiraled into the dark.
Three.
He felt the chills gripping at his body, and felt doubt creeping in at him. It was so dark outside, but he kept his eyes shut, knowing it would help him focus if he didn't have the distractions of the slowly-growing-distant battle in his range of vision.
Four.
At the count of seven, his mind would separate from his body and enter a realm of The Force. Beyond this veil of shadows, he would wait and pray that he wasn't going to drift away, forgotten and lost in the dark.
Five.
His heart rate was slow. He inhaled deeply and held his breath, taking a last sip of the precious oxygen inside his mask.
His transponder pulsed with a soft red light, a gentle strobing that he saw through his eyelids. He was walking away...away from his body.
Six.
He was no longer aware of the cold, and Trenton hoped his body hadn't shut down permanently, as was the risk with leaving the body so dramatically.
Trenton's understanding of The Force had changed numerous times as he learned more and more during his travels, his morals guiding him to the best of his ability. He had made some bad decisions, and had changed many lives with his actions.
But all his guilt, all his doubts, all his fears, dissipated when he fell into The Force and felt it catch him, cushion him in its all-encompassing arms.
Nothing in the Galaxy is real but The Force, all else was merely smoke and shadow. All the stars and planets, all the animals and plants and sentients, they were merely passing through. No permanence. The Force was permanence, the canvas upon which the Galaxy was painted.
Beings, in their short lifespans, could paint on the canvas, make their mark. But time washed it all away.
Seven.
Trenton could see light now, now in a place outside of time. He had never before entered such a deep Meditative trance such as this without the presence of the masters that had taught him the technique. It was easy to forever remain here, and let the body wilt and die due to malnourishment.
Or freeze up in space and remain forever drifting through the murky Marcol Void.
The light grew blinding, and everything felt peaceful, but it was deceptively so. Trenton had to firmly remember his purpose, lest he stray and forget the way back to his body.
Life would go on, with or without him. Some people might even miss him, but even then, they move on, and eventually they would be gone too. The energy that makes up everything eventually goes back to where it came from.
The stars, the galaxies, the beings within the Galaxies, they are all one. There was a strange comfort that could be taken from this. All the atoms and molecules that made up all the people he had loved and lost were still here, in The Force.
Trenton had pondered death many times, and he felt others should contemplate death often. It was foolish to forget that the clock is always ticking, our time is up before realize it. It is so simple to lose oneself in the trivialities, and forget to do what they truly want.
Cause what else really mattered? All one had was their short time, and they should spend it at least being happy, or doing what makes them happy.
Trent couldn't say he was happy with his life, but his life was devoted to preserving the lives of others. He found his purpose in the fight to help others live happily and peacefully.
This was the path he had chosen, he had accepted that years ago.
And Trenton did take pleasure in his work. He enjoyed the discipline, the philosophizing. And he was a warrior at heart, battle was in his blood.
He had spent nearly ten years in relative peace, learning and educating himself.
And now here he was, on the brink of death in the middle of nowhere. His body could drift for thousands of years before nearing a planetary body. But his mind would survive in the realms of The Force, free of fears and the strife of living....
As he began to let himself slip away, he felt something. Like someone in the distance was calling his name.
He tried to turn around, tried to move, but he couldn't. He had open his eyes, he had to return from his Meditation, open his eyes. He had no idea how long he had been Meditating for, time was nothing in this place.
But something was drawing him back to his body, the shell that held him to the Galaxy. One day he would die, and return to this realm of the Force, where he could finally be at peace.
But before then, he had to do his best to ensure that he didn't leave the Galaxy in pieces.
Leave a better world than you found.
Trenton Vinh returned to his body, taking a deep, slow breath.
And then he felt something he hadn't felt in years. A presence that he had not expected to feel again in his entire life.
And he knew what he had to do before leaving this world, this galaxy, this plane of existence.
He felt clarity of mind that he hadn't felt in years, and kept his eyes closed as he reveled in the feeling.
He was still alive.
Moments before being dragged into space by the Iskalloni gore, Trenton had cocooned himself in The Force as much as possible, hoping to hold a bubble of oxygen around himself. His efforts didn't entirely succeed, and Trenton realized that he needed to shut down his body in order to survive the cold of space. He had studied the rituals of deep meditations, wherein one can separate their minds from their bodies, but had not attempted it in years. He had studied it during the second year of his Exile, with monks on a forgotten world in the deep core.
He closed his eyes, shutting out the explosions and destruction all around him, his mask fogging up in the cold. He began to count.
One
He was wearing his thick black robes, and they would only protect his body for a very short time. He was using The Force to hold some oxygen around his body, but it wouldn't help insulate him from the cold of space.
In the absolute cold, he would die. Unless he shut his body down as much as possible, and hoped that his body wouldn't atrophy before he was rescued.
Two
If he was rescued.
He tapped his transponder on his comlink then curled into a ball, his black robes pulled around him. He was drifting away from the battle, debris on his trajectory drifting alongside him. Companions as he spiraled into the dark.
Three.
He felt the chills gripping at his body, and felt doubt creeping in at him. It was so dark outside, but he kept his eyes shut, knowing it would help him focus if he didn't have the distractions of the slowly-growing-distant battle in his range of vision.
Four.
At the count of seven, his mind would separate from his body and enter a realm of The Force. Beyond this veil of shadows, he would wait and pray that he wasn't going to drift away, forgotten and lost in the dark.
Five.
His heart rate was slow. He inhaled deeply and held his breath, taking a last sip of the precious oxygen inside his mask.
His transponder pulsed with a soft red light, a gentle strobing that he saw through his eyelids. He was walking away...away from his body.
Six.
He was no longer aware of the cold, and Trenton hoped his body hadn't shut down permanently, as was the risk with leaving the body so dramatically.
Trenton's understanding of The Force had changed numerous times as he learned more and more during his travels, his morals guiding him to the best of his ability. He had made some bad decisions, and had changed many lives with his actions.
But all his guilt, all his doubts, all his fears, dissipated when he fell into The Force and felt it catch him, cushion him in its all-encompassing arms.
Nothing in the Galaxy is real but The Force, all else was merely smoke and shadow. All the stars and planets, all the animals and plants and sentients, they were merely passing through. No permanence. The Force was permanence, the canvas upon which the Galaxy was painted.
Beings, in their short lifespans, could paint on the canvas, make their mark. But time washed it all away.
Seven.
Trenton could see light now, now in a place outside of time. He had never before entered such a deep Meditative trance such as this without the presence of the masters that had taught him the technique. It was easy to forever remain here, and let the body wilt and die due to malnourishment.
Or freeze up in space and remain forever drifting through the murky Marcol Void.
The light grew blinding, and everything felt peaceful, but it was deceptively so. Trenton had to firmly remember his purpose, lest he stray and forget the way back to his body.
Life would go on, with or without him. Some people might even miss him, but even then, they move on, and eventually they would be gone too. The energy that makes up everything eventually goes back to where it came from.
The stars, the galaxies, the beings within the Galaxies, they are all one. There was a strange comfort that could be taken from this. All the atoms and molecules that made up all the people he had loved and lost were still here, in The Force.
Trenton had pondered death many times, and he felt others should contemplate death often. It was foolish to forget that the clock is always ticking, our time is up before realize it. It is so simple to lose oneself in the trivialities, and forget to do what they truly want.
Cause what else really mattered? All one had was their short time, and they should spend it at least being happy, or doing what makes them happy.
Trent couldn't say he was happy with his life, but his life was devoted to preserving the lives of others. He found his purpose in the fight to help others live happily and peacefully.
This was the path he had chosen, he had accepted that years ago.
And Trenton did take pleasure in his work. He enjoyed the discipline, the philosophizing. And he was a warrior at heart, battle was in his blood.
He had spent nearly ten years in relative peace, learning and educating himself.
And now here he was, on the brink of death in the middle of nowhere. His body could drift for thousands of years before nearing a planetary body. But his mind would survive in the realms of The Force, free of fears and the strife of living....
As he began to let himself slip away, he felt something. Like someone in the distance was calling his name.
He tried to turn around, tried to move, but he couldn't. He had open his eyes, he had to return from his Meditation, open his eyes. He had no idea how long he had been Meditating for, time was nothing in this place.
But something was drawing him back to his body, the shell that held him to the Galaxy. One day he would die, and return to this realm of the Force, where he could finally be at peace.
But before then, he had to do his best to ensure that he didn't leave the Galaxy in pieces.
Leave a better world than you found.
Trenton Vinh returned to his body, taking a deep, slow breath.
And then he felt something he hadn't felt in years. A presence that he had not expected to feel again in his entire life.
And he knew what he had to do before leaving this world, this galaxy, this plane of existence.
He felt clarity of mind that he hadn't felt in years, and kept his eyes closed as he reveled in the feeling.
He was still alive.